Just had a mild breakdown...it hit me that yes my husband can take some time off of work after…

yeah it sucks :( if i was in Ohio i could call my sister's or go over to their houses in a moments time! im like 18 hours away. @aalyx_xoxo

maybe theyll come around with the baby! idk why it finally hit me...like i obviously knew it..but now that my due date is wed...i was sitting here like holy shit & started crying.. @aalyx_xoxo

Once she comes and you meet her, your maternity instincts will kick in, then once your mom leaves it won't be so so scary! still scary but not so scary lol. And then your baby girl will become your new best friend! maybe look for like a mommy and me yoga class or something and maybe you could meet some new mommy friends.

well im in school so all of my time will go to that...and grocery shopping & cooking because my husband burns water 😪 and we share a car so if hes gone im stuck.. @princessveronica

lol oh goodness! my bf used to be one who could burn water he's learned to cook a few things though! But that sucks! I know how it is though my bf works all night, and I don't have any friends here, my grandma is coming to stay for the first two weeks, then it'll just be me and the bf and our son! and I feel like my bf isn't going to be much help because "he has a job and i don't" and that's his excuse for everything

i recently stopped working because of swelling & the requirements to lift stuff. he hasnt thrown that in my face but ive heard the "your life isnt stressful" speech a few times 😷 and he can off of grilled chicken on the George foreman...i cant... @princessveronica

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You'll be great! You're going to be a wonderful mom and your new baby will consume your world. Your friends from school will visit and every day by the time you look up, your SO will be home. I'm in the same predicament, but my due date is a long way off.

I read this... and I swear I remembered the day I was in labor... I said exactly this.. sadly plans changed and my hubby only was there 3 days including the day I had babygirl.. my mom was with me for 2 weeks.. then when that days was getting close I went into depression and got bad anxiety.. she left.. I tried it my first day alone I was scared but had it down so far. and then the night came the scariest part and I made it.. each and every day with a newborn is a challenge but mommy we were made for this.. I'm one to never believe in myself even before I was pregnant I doubted my body that I couldn't hold babies or before getting pregnant I thought I couldn't have any.. I thought I'd fail at life cause I was so scared. but nope we are women. we are strong. if our parents did it, we can. you'll do amazing . and you'll surprises yourself that you actually didn't need anyone.. you'll see that your baby is all the company you'll need before your husband will be busy making money for you both.. you'll understand, you'll be okay. you'll be strong ♡ I promise! it's a day to day challenge but we can do it :)

@mylittlejulyprincess, said it perfectly! You will be fine and I think you will find that you will welcome the time alone with your baby!

I felt the same way! I do have support but I wanted to be able to feel as though I could handle it on my own! My already pre existing anxiety was through the roof and I thought I was going to break the baby! But I'm half way through my first day on my own and I'm ok!

Hey love just came to check on you...still no baby!? I know the feeling girl 😓 going over your due date sucks but babygirl will be here SOON! And about the whole being alone thing, I get that too :( I cried like a baby the night before my husband went back to work and now I'm alone with two kids. It's crazy! But your baby girl will keep you company and you'll have sooo much time to bond! I wish I had more alone time to bond with my newborn. Well anyways I can't wait to see pics of that sweet babygirl!!!! 💞💞

hey girl. no baby. have an appt at 1130am tomorrow so we will see! praying for progression! and yeah it makes me feel better...i just am jealous of those that have family within range 😕 and im just a little overwhelmed with school right now...we still dont have some stuff ready..but thanks for checking on me 💗 @queendavis