Also this is very hard to share but the Lord is blessing me beyond what I have ever deserved and I just want to thank him. I gave birth to my beautiful babygirl Angelika Sofia Avila on October 3rd. She was born with a condition called gastroschisis. It was very hard for me to accept through-out my whole pregnancy (after finding out) I couldn't talk to anyone about it. It is just the way I have learned to deal with strife or tragedy in my life. My husband and I got through this with just each other to talk to and God, literally by just our prayers and FAITH. I just want to say God is Real and God is Good. My babygirl was born without any other defects and is recovering so rapidly from the surgery she had. It's been about 5 days and she is healing so fast by the grace of God. I also just want to publicly give thanks to Him and if anyone else is going through a rough time like I, please just try having Faith BECUASE in cases like mine where I had no hand in what happens... The Lord heard my prayers and held her in his hands the whole way through and somehow she is just a miracle baby I can't believe the strength He installed in her from birth!! Even more, I can't believe the Lord has so much mercy on me, to give MY babygirl the strength he did. I will never question prayer or faith AGIAN to be honest. I always questioned if He could even hear me but now I will never question Him or my prayers to Him. He has bestowed another beautiful gift (child) into my life and I will forever be grateful and have vowed to Him to follow Him and teach my children of Him for the rest of our lives. #iamachristian #ibelieve #GodisGreat #thankyouFather