Don't worry. You will fall in love with your baby when you have him/her in your arms. I am pregnant with my 5th. I just turned 40 years old. I have a 21 year old son and just sent my youngest to kindergarten. A pregnancy was NOT on my to do list! I struggled for many weeks and I still have my days. I respect your honesty!!

up until a couple of months or less than that I wasn't happy about my pregnancy in a weird way. you're not alone