Omg I so cannot handle it if my sleep patterns are screwed up again! Insomnia sucks but sucks the…

Omg I so cannot handle it if my sleep patterns are screwed up again! Insomnia sucks but sucks the most when you're pregnant trying to nourish another human being inside of you and also take care of two other little girls who depend solely on you everyday! I went two weeks plus sleeping maybe two hours total a night and it was mostly broken, not even simultaneous hours! Ugh! This cannot be happening again! I'm hoping it's just bc I'm sick and once I kick this I'll sleep ok again! Fingers crossed! My mental stability is depending on the sleep I can get at night! Lord help me!