Мама сына (1 год), беременна (30 нед.)

omfg so impatient and irritated right now over EVERYTHING, when I'm not working I'm usually alone with my 20+ month old…

omfg so impatient and irritated right now over EVERYTHING, when I'm not working I'm usually alone with my 20+ month old boy, my free days I always need to get stuff done but can't keep this kid amused more than 3 minutes. I feel so bad for him because I dunno why I can't tolerate the whining and screaming over nothing, I know he don't understand and apparently he doesn't do this to anyone but my mom & I!! sad face, I really need a house keeper, I can never get anything accomplished!!!

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄 Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, tonight he asked for $20 incase his boss didn't give it to him. So I gave him my card not even thinking because I had kids running around me. I asked if he could pick up a few things that were out of and told him he could use my card if he has too. And I even told him not to get the expensive brands or anything m generic is fine. So he does. But when he does he decides to go Easter shopping for the kids. (Not sure if he used to my card or not) but if he did, I'd be even more pissed. He knows I have bills to pay on top of giving my son's school money that I owe them. He goes to a private school and I haven't paid in 5 months. It's towards the end of school now so I need to pay it. He knows this month I am extremely tight because of the school, im already in debt and my credit score sucks. I have been trying not to get in more debt and actually fix my credit. I'm so frustrated. It's like we have different priorities and different ideas on this. I feel like I'm completely drowning!!

Having some pretty intense constant lower back pain and maybe super light contractions. But can't tell because the back…

Having some pretty intense constant lower back pain and maybe super light contractions. But can't tell because the back pain is way over powering contractions so I'm walking around my room to see if they get worse.

Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have…

Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?

Exactly why I'm single starting today. I get up to bullshit. First off y'all know how post partum depression can't make…

Exactly why I'm single starting today. I get up to bullshit. First off y'all know how post partum depression can't make your hair fall out right? So like 3 days ago I cut it very very low and decided to start my hair journey over and be natural again OKAY so I had like 3 almost bald spots to why I cut it low so my Baby dad woke me up talking bout let him see or he gonna a snap my wig off after I told him I'm not comfortable being seen like this until my hair starts to grow and I also said soon as we get into it you Gonna snatch it off and them talk bout me and that's exactly what he is did/doing I'm not gonna cry though I'm tired of crying I'm gonna a go on this hair journey by my dam self I don't need support so he talking bout he Fina go bag hoes so I said I'm gonna go bag me some dudes them so here is some screenshots. His messages is the blue mines the yellow