I am offically 15 pounds heavier than my prepregnancy weight. I want to cry I feel like absolute shit 😕
That's not a lot! You're doing great. It's just something that happens.! Although you see yourself as fat I'm 100% sure no one else does!!!☺️ I've gained 45 pounds! And I struggled with that at first. It's all worth it!
I know , ur not alone ! iv had a real struggle w it but by week lile 26 I just let go and try to eat healthy but just kinda enjoy it because after baby I don't have an excuse and iv always been so worried about my weight ..like just be free of that burden for ur pregnancy u no ? and it will come off fast after baby specially if u breast feed !
It's just so hard for me to be okay with gaining all this weight, I know it's for my baby but I've always struggled with body images so I feel so fat. @mrugg @livd15

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I under stand I have had issues with my weight for as long as I can remember. I had finally lost about 20lbs then I got pregnant and when I went to my first ob appointment I had gained it all back.