so I haven't been on here in a while....I have been sick since I have had my daughter...( stage…

so I haven't been on here in a while....I have been sick since I have had my daughter...( stage three kidney failure due to preeclampsia) and I have just been drained I cant eat, extreme weight loss and I am just tired all the time. and I feel bad because I feel like I cant take care if my daughter and I feel like shit because I have thought about adoption. my bf helps when he can but its not enough...idk what to do. can moms give me any advice please. I have been praying for strength but I still dont know :(