(Just a deep morning thought)..........
Learning to cope with changes is so hard especially when it's all you knew and made into a habit. Since this pregnancy I have quit smoking. I went cold turkey. Not because I wanted too but that's what this baby forced me too. Believe me I am not perfect and I won't sugar coat anything about myself. I was figuring I wasn't going to change a thing about myself when I found out I was pregnant. Now I don't have a choice. This pregnancy is changing me. I'm eating foods I never thought I'd eat. I acting crazy like never before and I've slowed down tremendously. One change that is hard to describe is that feeling that came across me when I saw the sonogram of a kicking baby. How at first I figured it would be easy as soon as the baby is born, I'd find a babysitter and go back to work quick. Unfortunately, my thoughts are not so quick to make about it and I've developed a feeling of protection for that little kicking baby. I don't know if I could let someone else do a second of what my motherly instincts is telling me.
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Since we're always posting about our sweet babies, I thought I'd change it up and post something for us mamas! A picture of me is in the comments! ☺️💖
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Definitely not throwing shade at anyone, just thought this was funny.
When I’m 35 my babies will be
16, 15, and 11
Yes, being a mother changes absolutely EVERYTHING - especially our mind states. It sounds like its changing you for the better though, so that's awesome! xo