I'm paranoid every single day about this baby's heart stopping and me going along not knowing about it until my next appointment. I'm living from appointment to appointment. I just wish I always knew exactly how my little monster was doing in there.
Doppler! 40 bucks off Amazon. I had two losses last year and it helped me so much this pregnancy between about 14-18 weeks at which point she started kicking all the time and I stopped worrying:)
Buy a 20 dollar heart Doppler off of Amazon it is literally a life saver for me ! Since everything that's happened here recently my anxiety came back full force and listening to her heartbeat is the only thing that helps
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
same here omg. this has been the most stressful pregnancy ever. I feel like I can't even be a mother to my other two kids because all I do is worry. try to enjoy this as much as possible being that I will be getting my tube tied but man. this isn't living.