even when he can't do anything to help me with the baby, sometimes I wish he would stay up with me…

even when he can't do anything to help me with the baby, sometimes I wish he would stay up with me anyway. I know its silly but I would love to be asleep right now and I'm just jealous that he gets to sleep more. I'm the only one who can get her to calm down easily. and even when they try to take over so I can rest I can't do it. I can only let myself listen to her crying in another room for so Kong before I get up and calm her down myself. I just want to sleep. and I wish he would stay up with me because I'm jealous. why should he get to sleep when I can't. when he has to work that's one thing. uuuggghhh