So my hubby and I got in a fight on our way home from the grocery store (getting prepped for our…

So my hubby and I got in a fight on our way home from the grocery store (getting prepped for our trip) 😧😧 it's not a big deal and really not even a big fight it just kinda crushed my spirit since I was so excited.

Well we got home and he went right to our room in the attic and I didn't see because I was still outside but I guess my mom was trying to make him talk and he just went upstairs. Well I came in and mom started cussing and yelling at me demanding to know why we were fighting. I tried to politely explain that I really don't think it's appropriate to talk about my relationship with other people. I talked to hubby and he apologized and said he just didn't hear my mom not he was ignoring her, which I'm inclined to believe. He's a lot of things but he's not rude.

And I tried talking to my mom again because I can hear her screaming to my dad about us (and my dad just got out of surgery) 😤😤😤 so I'm trying to talk to her again and she just starts yelling well I don't have to let you guys stay here! I didn't say anything because she's right she doesn't.

But then she said "I'm getting sick of this your my kid so I have to keep you but your boy can get the fuck out of my house if that's how it's gonna be"

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Now hold up. First of all sick of what? I buy your groceries, I clean your house, I watch your kids, I take care of your pets. And on top of that I don't even come down from the attic. So what exactly am I doing?

Second, you didn't give a shit about me growing up. So if I'm supposed to feel lucky that your willing to say oh your my kid I'll keep you, your wrong. I moved out young because I was at a point I felt I would rather die than live with you. So please let's not act like your doing me any favors. Especially because you don't even want me staying here now! The only reason I'm even allowed in your attic is because my dad begged you.

And lastly do you honestly think that if you kick out my fiance I'm going to stay? I would rather be homeless with him than here alone. He didn't do anything plus he went out of his way to apologize. I will not allow disrespect to my man its just unacceptable.

Ugh

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I'm just exhausted already. I don't even feel excited for this trip anymore. I just want to sleep.