Today was the first day I cried because of how overwhelmed I was from how much love I felt for my son. We were laying in bed for bedtime and he was just rubbing my face and arm with his soft little hands and I thought to myself like I could really live in this moment forever 😍 Then when he fell asleep the soother just fell outta his mouth but he left it open 😂 hahahah and then he smiled about it and was out like a light it was the cutest thing ever 😭
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I have moments like that at bedtime alot with my daughter