I'm so grumpy today, I can't kick it either I woke up grumpy, I've cleaned done laundry and we're having a bbq at 530 I still have to go shopping ugh I'm just grumpy I think it's mainly because my OCD kicks in and I hate when the room and house is messy it drives me nuts and sometimes it would be nice to just have some help yes I'm a stay at home mom but still I'm not his mom I have one 2 year old NOT 2!!! I don't care if you work I want help to I'm 35 weeks pregnant please just pick up after yourself .....
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
So threw up the brew but still having some contractions. I suppose it will help dilation.
Sigh so I guess my appointment for Friday to get monitoring is still on .
I hope my fluids stay consistent.
This is too hard.....
The lost of my Ellie.
Being kicked out of my exes
Being a single mom to 2 kids
No job
No car
Soon to be homeless
Nobody to help me
Mental and physical health issues
I'm just ready to end it all. The pain is too much. I'm starting to have panic attacks everyday. Especially when my kids are sleeping or more so when I'm by myself.

This is NOT happening !!!!!!! I swear I had given up! But I'm 5 days late and I just got my BFP ???
Being pregnant is work in itself let alone running after a two year old... Sorry momma!