what could I have done to make him not want to meet his children. is it because they're apart of me that makes him not want to know them. logically I know that I didn't do anything to him and even if I did, the babies didn't do anything. I'm just trying to make sense of why he wouldn't want to know these babies that he so badly wanted. *thinking*
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Make your own breakfast!
At what age do you think a child should be making their own breakfast? I have a 10 year old and I think he is perfectly capable of making himself breakfast. It doesn't take rocket science to put some waffles into the toaster, or microwave some pancakes. My husband insists that he needs to have breakfast made for him because if we left it up to him he wouldn't eat enough and it would take him forever.
i'm getting my baby circumcised tomorrow & it makes me so sad. i want to do it but i don't want to see him hurting :( makes me cry every time i think about it

We are having a terrible past few days. His bilirubin levels are 14.1 and I guess 15 is too high so he is being treated for 24 hours under the lamp for a prevention measure I guess. I haven't caught a break at all in this whole thing and it's really wearing on me. I cried the whole time they put the little eye mask on him and he was crying. It's hard that I can't do anything about it, I gave him a paci for the first time because I didn't know what else to do to help soothe him. I didn't even wan...