I try to have a more open heart to this pregnancy but everything shuts down when i think about baby…

I know how you feel honey :(

ofcourse. he's watching you from above and I'm sure he knows how much you still love him. and I'm also sure he's happy to be a big brother soon.

do you think he things I'm trying to replace him @jrg6515 @williams15

no way honey. God took him before you were ready to lose him. but now you have an angel baby watching over you, and your new baby, nothing can ever replace a child lost.

@shakirars, no. oh gosh no. like @williams15 said. God has your little angel by his side and he won't let your baby feel that way. the Lord knows how much you loved and still love Jayden. Your upcoming baby will know about his or her big brother and will love him and remember him always.

@shakirars, My heart goes out to you love. I've been there...I lost my very first at 4 months. I had three babies after... your angel baby will always be with you and you will be with baby Jayden again one day. Your new little one could never replace him... and Jayden would never feel that way...again, He's always with you. I pray this pregnancy is great and that you find comfort. Blessings to you and your family love!

oh wow your story is very similar to mines I honestly always think that I'm the only one that went through this horrible tragedy of me finding out my baby's brain was in the wrong spot I've never heard of anything like that before it happened to me and I just want to thank everyone on the comments for being there and helping me understand that there is people in the world don't like me it hurts really bad and the pain is overwhelming sometimes even as far as I am now about 5 months ago is when this happened but I still think about it as its a fresh wound I'm trying to get over at my doctor said I never will but I can always get through it so thanks everyone for the support.@babyhawkins2015,

@shakirars, We are here for you! Keep your head up hun!