Preggie is so helpful to me. I thank all of you mommies and mommies to be for the support . I just…

Preggie is so helpful to me. I thank all of you mommies and mommies to be for the support . I just broke down because it's hard. It's hard because this being my first pregnancy and not having my mom here with me is super painful. So many questions I have to ask her, her support, her love and smile. I have nothing left of her. She won't even be here for her grand babys arrival. Every time I have dreams of her I wake up screaming. I know she telling me that she's ok and that she's with me but it's just to much for me. She sees that it's hurting me when I wake up feeling like someone just ripped my heart out then she won't come anymore and I don't want that. But coming on here and reading everyone's statuses makes it some what better. I thank all of you ladies 😢