Up anxious can't sleep last week I went to have my cerclage removed but my appointment was 2 days…

Up anxious can't sleep last week I went to have my cerclage removed but my appointment was 2 days before my 36wk mark and my doc rescheduled because he thought I would have her that week and he at least wanted me to be 37wks before he removed it. The thing is that it's in a couple hours and it's my first daughters would be 1st birthday today . My boyfriend and I are supposed to light a candle on a cupcake and let two white balloons go but he thinks she's gonna be born on her sisters birthday. I'm just a big ball of emotions. I'm going to pray and hope to get some more rest before my appointment in a couple of hours