Toni
mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

I woke up so emotional this morning. It could be from the nightmare I had last night or the fact that my bf isn't there for me physically, emotionally or financially. I'm trying to hold in tears because I don't want to upset baby girl and once I start it's hard to stop. I feel like giving up on him but I also don't know why I've held on this long in the first place. My girls and myself deserve better so I'm thinking of taking a break or just ending things completely. For those of you that are going to church this morning, please pray for me. I haven't really smiled in forever and I just want to be able to do so again

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, 😊 Yea hopefully things run smoothly and as quickly as possible. I want to try and not get the epidural this time but the way I'm feeling now is making it hard to not want it

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (34 нед.)

@mommy3, I hear you 37 is good I'm right behind u at 31 I gained 90 with my son lol I ate every thing in sight I promise myself this time I wouldn't lol it was a b@tch to loose lmfao soon u will be holding her I'm so excited for you 😉

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, No I haven't changed doctors and honestly I just want to wait and see what happens because I'm already under a lot of pressure with other things especially now that I don't have a car anymore. I've gained 37 pounds wich sounds good because with my 1st 2 pregnancies, even tho I had twins the 2nd time, I gained 50 pounds each time. My oldest was a 4 pound baby and my twins were 3 pounds so I'm actually happy to be having a chunky monkey this time lol

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (34 нед.)

@mommy3, ya that would worry me to did u end up changing doctors yet? how much have u gained they say the most important weight is at the end but shoot a 6 pound baby is what I want that is perfect my son was 7.7 I don't want anything bigger lol

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, Lol I can still see mine but it worries me a bit that I'm not growing anymore. I dont know if that's normal after a certain stage but for the past 2 months I've been the same size and I'm literally gaining half a pound to one full pound a week. I mean I love the fact that I'm alot smaller than with my 1st 2 pregnancies but I heard that it can cause a health concern if your baby stops growing. My doctor already mentioned at my last appointment that they won't be measuring my baby's weight anymore but I can't help but be a bit worried being that I have heard so many stories about having to be induced if your baby stops growing. The only thing that keeps me sane is the fact that I'll be 37 weeks tomorrow and my doctor already mentioned that my baby is weighing a little over 6 pounds already so I'm just waiting to go in labor or possibly be induced at 38 weeks. I just wish they would be more direct about what's to come because I need to know an exact induction date unless they really are going to wait and see if my baby will come on her own. This all is a bit overwhelming but I definitely am ready to have my baby

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (34 нед.)

@mommy3, I can't wait for this to be over it feels like forever: ( I miss my body to can't see my feet lol

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, I hope things work out because if I had to ride in the ambulance it would give me anxiety. I'm ready to have my body back tho

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (34 нед.)

@mommy3, yes girl you can switch doctors any time u feel u need to the only thing they do is fax all your paperwork to the new doctor but honestly I think that you should be closer then a hour away from your hospital that's kinda far my hospital is about 25 minutes away I love in east Boston but the hospital I chose is in Cambridge I'm gonna have to call a ambulance cause I don't drive :( I can't wait to have her and get this over with

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, Mmm that sounds good lol I usually don't like a lot of sweets but lately that's all I've been craving. I was talking with my mom about the possibility of switching my doctors this late in my pregnancy because I want to be close to home when I deliver and my doctor only delivers at this hospital that's almost an hour away. Do you think that it's possible for me to switch right now?

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (33 нед.)

@mommy3, girl I know that you are glad with your phone back on I can't stand not having one I didn't try the red velvet yet but I'm definitely gonna try it soon instead I made a eclair cake girl it was so good and mad easy to make my sister is 10 weeks pregnant and came for the night with my niece we all devoured it lmao well gonna jump off preggie gotta go to bed long day tomorrow 😕

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, I'm just getting my phone back on and man I can honestly say that I've been so bored without preggie lol. But I'm back and miss seeing all the wee ones and reading all the crazy and exciting posts from everyone. Did u find the red velvet shake? I actually want one right now, it's the perfect sweet I'm looking for

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (33 нед.)

@mommy3, thanks girl sometimes I don't feel strong so much to deal with in life but god doesn't give you more than you can handle :) on another not I'm on my way to burger king to look for that red velvet lol

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, ☺ awww thanks, you're stong as well and I know God has a plan for us because he allowed us to carry our miracle babies and soon we'll be meeting and holding them

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (33 нед.)

@mommy3, wow yes god gave u her for a reason I had one in the summer so I can relate i was so devastated and heartbroken :( still makes me sad today ivory to not think about it cause it hurts wicked bad I pray that u make it to 38 :) your going to be fine u might be stressed right now but once she comes it will be the best thing in the world besides your other kids :) your strong mamma

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, Hopefully the head ache isn't anything serious. I just think of our time difference (with me being a few weeks ahead of you) and just thinking of how I had my oldest at 36 weeks and my twins at 33 weeks, and now I'll be 36 weeks tomorrow but also for the 2nd time. If I can make it to 38 weeks I'm definitely going to give myself a pat on the back because I've never gone past 36 weeks before. Even tho I'm getting more miserable and impatient, I'm also excited that I've made it this far and its almost over. Just last year January I had a miscarriage at 10w4d and now that my rainbow baby is almost here I simply can't wait to meet her 😊

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (33 нед.)

@mommy3, wow time flew by I'm excited for you Ya if u have been having lower back pain that is one of the signs plus pooping your body clearing out I hear u about being uncomfortable I just want to fit in the bath tub Lmao well I hope you get to enjoy the shower and actually have a good night sleep I know your so far along that it is far from comfortable I am right behind you 33 weeks Thursday ugh can't wait for this to be over I get wicked bad headache

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, Bol wow that would be a sight to see. I just finished feeding my girls dinner and getting them ready for bed and my body is aching for a shower. I have been having this strange anxiety and feelings that labor is near for me. I even have an annoying case of RLS and I just want to take my legs and throw them across the room lol. I've never went into labor on my own so every new thing that's happening is making me more anxious to have her because I'm really uncomfortable now. I'll be 36 weeks tomorrow and I truly think that baby girl will be making her appearance soon because I also have been having lower back pains and loose bowels but not like diarrhea but I have the urge to go even if nothing happens. I just want to be comfortable again

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (33 нед.)

@mommy3, nope not yet but I will be tomorrow if they have it not sure if they have it in Boston but i dam sure will check that sounds bomb :) just finished putting together her mattress and crib now I'm really excited shoot I wish I fit Lmao looks comfortable lol

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, Lol Have you tried the new red velvet shake from Burger King? It's really good but it turns your mouth red

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (33 нед.)

@mommy3, lol girl my fat ass is at burger king now lmfao today was his first day I'm hoping he likes it

I feel lost with out him lol Ya my son felt the same last year when he went to first grade he thought he was gonna play all day but this year he is gonna be real mad when he realizes that it's all work and no play

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, Lol now I want some Wendy's. How does uour son like being in the 2nd grade? My oldest is in 1st grade and she likes it but she doesn't like that she doesn't get to play around as much, mostly class work and group projects. I've been doing better with managing my emotions and taking time out for myself. I'm out now handling some business then after I'm gonna grab me a late breakfast and rush home to catch a few more Z's before my girls get out of school

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (33 нед.)

@mommy3, good I'm glad your not stressing out to much :) went shopping with my son tomorrow is his first day of second grade lol just got done eating Wendy's lol stuffed my face like a pig

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, My day is going well. I've been relaxing and just watching Netflix movies. I'm going by my parents later to stuff my face amd enjoy this labor day. How are you celebrating?

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (32 нед.)

@mommy3, how is your day going? hopefully you are not stressing

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, 😊 You're so right. I feel like this baby will be here no later than 38 weeks

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (32 нед.)

@mommy3, girl try to enjoy it lay down rest watch movies eat cause real soon your hands will be full with no down time :) but worth it

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, I will do my best. My big girls are gone for the weekend and I'm missing them already but I know I need some me time and to try and relax while they're gone. After all, they're always with me and I hardly ever get a break

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (32 нед.)

@mommy3, I know the feeling I do to I stopped taking medicine when i found out I was pregnant ir a hard road momma just try not to stress for the baby

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mommyof4divas
Toni·Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого

@kristinabooth, Thanks mama, I need all the encouragement that I can get. I have a history of depression and I don't want to harm my baby with my sadness. I will try to keep my head up and do something positive to keep my mind off the hurt

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kristinabooth
Kristina·Мама сына (7 лет), беременна (32 нед.)

I'll pray for you ♡ in the end no matter how hard it is sometimes u have to do what's best for you. I know it's easier said than done but u are a strong woman and survivor and god won't give you more than you can handle

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