So I'm new to preggie, and I'm 12 weeks and two days pregnant with my first, my boyfriend has a little girl, who I love dearly, but her mom has stopped visitation. My boyfriend and his other baby momma did not have a relationship so she didn't include him or his family in the pregnancy or the birth, however, I am trying my damnedest to include them in everything, but I just feel like his family is pushing us away even more so now and I'm on the brink of just giving up, and I'm actually beginning to understand why the other baby momma doesn't want her or their daughter in their lives. Am I awful for thinking or feeling this way?