I don't know if I'm bugging or if its a postpartum thing as your baby grows but I want another baby🙈😩😩😩😩 yesterday I had…

I don't know if I'm bugging or if its a postpartum thing as your baby grows but I want another baby🙈😩😩😩😩 yesterday I had a g.y.n appointment so they can remove the 5year mirena birthcontrol I have,but the stupid doctor kept asking me so much questions about why I wanted to remove it and getting me nervous 😒I'm over there laying down buttnaked with my legs wide open and him just there asking me questions 😒he asked me like 5 times "ARE YOU SUREEEEE YOU WANT ME TO REMOVE IT?ARE YOU SURE?" So I ended up saying ok ok not yet 😭😭😭😭😠😒😒 I'm mad at myself because I really want another baby but I don't know why I got so paranoid now I have to wait another 5 weeks for an appointment so the doctor could take it off😒😭😔😒 I really wanted to get pregnant by the beginning of October so I can get a July baby 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 my birthday is in July and both of my boys were born in cold weather I really want a summer baby this time around. I'm so mad the doctor made me doubt my self tho😔😩 sorry had to rant this out real quick 😐