It's so hard to finally get it through you head that you haven't been treated right because you just ignore it because you don't want to be like other couple or like your parents so you do everything you can to make sure your SO stays happy and you work your ass off doing 12 hour shifts at a hospital while being pregnant so you guys can have nice things and pay bills while he doesn't work. It takes for someone to smack you in the face with the hurtful truth that it's not right and for you to finally break down . I honestly don't know what to do I thought he was perfect and we'd have everything right but I'm the only one trying to make it in life while he's just doing his thing . I don't know what to do ....