I believe that my baby's problems our from me smoking but my doc said just to cut back my boyfriend hates me literally destroyed me tonight with his words. I just want to pack up the little baby things that I did get and just die. I haven't stopped crying in hours and I know I messed up but I'm not a smart person obviously for smoking while pregnant. I feel like if she survives I should just give her up for adoption. I don't deserve her, I dont even deserve to live anymore.
Stay strong sweetie. You may have smoked yes, but does that mean you'll love the baby any less? You are mommy and right now all baby knows. Don't be so hard on yourself. You have an amazing support system her with all of us mommies. We are here for you
Don't say that.. You have to be strong for your baby. Yes smoking prob wasn't the best decision but some moms smoke and don't have any issues, some do and do have issues. You take that gamble. All you can do now, is quit smoking and be strong for your baby girl. God will take care of you. You deserve your little girl. You really do. If you love her, and want the best for her.. You deserve her.
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