So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Who agrees ?

Are you sure this is my child and do you love me = I don't trust you I don't want this child and you don't love me

Ugh baby A is literally on my nerves haha this lil monkey 🐒 is sitting on some of the nerves in my tummy and it burns and stings, and there isn't a thing I can do to make it stop till they're born. Baby B is on my sciatic nerve. Oh well not to much longer and the lil chunky monkeys will be here yay!!!! 💙💙🐒🐒