crying , afraid , broken , misplaced , misunderstood , lost , alone ....

everything is going wrong at once .

being asked what's wrong only makes it worse .

can't seem to get away from the stress .

my heart is caving in ,

the emotional pain is killing me .

I'm hurting all physically , emotionally & financially .

I'm delivering literally alone .

not my mom , my baby father , no one will be there.

if it was possible , I wish at least have my daughter by my side but she to young to understand .

both my brothers in prison & they were my only father figure.

I have people who say they are my friends but don't show it ,

I text just to see how they doing and when I'm ready to vent never get a reply .

I spend allot of my time writing in my book just to vent but it's still with me regardless ,

I have literally cried a week straight . struggling to stay awake because my eyes are dried out from crying can my life get any worse ..

left the love of my life , single , young mom of two , brothers in prison , heart messing up .

still can't let everything flow out 💔