Dr in the morning so I can talk to him to see if I have ppd because I'm just easily irritated. Lose track of time like hours feel like mins or mins feel like hours. I forget thing like we bought my boyfriend new socks because he didn't have any and they were in the dryer. Putting milk in the cabinet or dishes in the fridge. I can't sleep I lay awake for hours in bed. Idk my bf is telling me I need to go get checked out but I fell like I shouldn't feel the way I feel I should be able to handle this but I just can't but in scared of what everyone is going to think about me scare that they are going to think I am unable to take care of elizabeth