Okay so I've recently came to the decision to have a freebirth and I feel so good about this choice like it's meant to be. Honestly the search for a midwife, finding one we like then just to be told they are booked for my due month, weighed such stress on me. Since making this choice that stress is gone and I am really happy- excited to be doing this just myself, partner, and those close to me I allow in the space. I believe with full love in myself and trust my body to be with nature and follow what nature does best.