My heart is so broken.... I wish my baby would hurry up and be born!! I just want to hold my baby girl in my arms and…

She will come when and only when she is ready. I honestly feel like all those wives tales are just coincidence when the mother goes into labor after. I tried everything with my first and she was still 3 days late. Even after having my membranes stripped twice.

Everyone tells me to let things happen on its on. Well I am sick of waiting, I have been so sick from day one that I rly feel like if I have to wait to much longer I will end up died. I am starting to get depressed and I feel like I have no reason to live anymore. I say I want to see my baby girl and hold her in my arms bc it will make me realize I do have a reason to live. Right now it doesn't seem real that I will have a baby... I am almost 39 weeks and I just want time to go faster I am in so much pain it's not even good. I am so swollen I can't even wipe my own ass.. Now that's pretty fucking sad!

I'm gonna tell u what my MIL told me.. I hope u don't get as offended as I did lol...

But it's not her duty to make u smile or happy. it's yours.. only u can do that for yourself. she'll come when she's ready. don't rush it

shes still growing just for you mommy!! sounds like you need some rest and you can dream of her. message me if you need to talk

I just need her out!!! I am depressed and I know if I see her little face I would smile again...

let her come naturally, if it isn't time it isn't time