today has barely started and ifeek like crap. I was being a bitch and I will admit that but I…

today has barely started and ifeek like crap. I was being a bitch and I will admit that but I apologized for it and tried to be nice to my fiance before work and he straight up ignored everything I said. like I wasn't even talking. he was the only other person in the room and sitting like 5 feet away do there is no way he thought I was talking to someone else or couldn't hear me. I was saying sorry and I love you and he didn't respond at all. I thought maybe he didn't hear cause he was distracted by his phone. I reminded him to get his nametag out of my dad's car and he didn't say anything. since I'm going to try and go to the doctor today and he was taking my dad to work so I would have a car and I told him I think daddy is ready to go and he still ignores me. I gave up and went to my room to lay down and he didn't even tell me bye before he left. I know I've been bitchy but I really wish he would make an effort to be a bit more understanding. I am 9 months pregnant, I didn't get hardly any sleep, my vagina feels like I sprouted balls that had been hit with a baseball bat and sunburnt, and I have felt unwanted and ignored because rather than comfort me when I'm miserable he just gets annoyed and ignores me. I just want today to be over. I want this baby out. I want my fiance to stop ignoring me. and I want people to quit telling me to get over it when I say something is wrong. including the freaking L&D staff.