Oh tomorrow is my sonogram apt along with a follow up about my lvls. I'm nervous of what they are gonna tell me. I'm scared they will tell me it will be a while to get pregnant and I have to take medication. I'm scared they will tell me I can get pregnant that day as well. My first pregnancy when I got pregnant I took it head on and was excited. Now since this is so planned out with Dr Apts and all the planning I'm nervous and scared for this one.
My doctor also recommended me getting the flu shot while pregnant ? I'm not sure if I want to or if i should ? It's all scary to me !! What do you ladies think ? Did you get the flu shot while pregnant ? Are there any risks? Or should I wait ? I'm so scared of taking anything while pregnant , much less getting this shot.. He said it isn't mandatory , just recommended.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
I don't know how to tell my parents I'm pregnant😫 they will be 100% pissed off with me 😰
So scared and nervous about tomorrow :( I'm legit getting my self sick. C section in the morning never thought I would be this scared.
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