Rant------ sorry, Me and baby daddy broke up for good this time. He tried to make me feel better about having to take care of our daughter alone but it's so hard bc I love him like crazy. I can't even explain how much he means to me... I will be a good mom and take care of our daughter but right now it's so hard... I just need to rant I think... I just feel so depressed because he really meant so much to me and I will always love him and I just can't let myself open up that way to anyone ever again... I had to delete my Facebook bc I was so sad and depressed bc Facebook was one of the only ways we talked.. I love him and always will but what do I do now.. I know live my life and care for my daughter but right now it's so new that I am so depressed... Urg nothing feels right.... We don't talk at all and it just hurts.. I can't go out drinking or smoke or anything like I used to when things got to be to much for me so now what.... Please help me find ways to deal with this Shit... Our daughter will be born in like 2 weeks.. (Due date is in 2 weeks) so now I am going to have to deliver this baby alone without her daddy... Urg what am I to do.....
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you aren't. I went through three awful relationships before I found my husband. I was single for a long time though. My 20's were the most stressful time in my life.
Thank you though it's nice to know I am not alone! @junebaby
Yeah I know. Your right it's just I don't ever want to open up and date again. I have been married and divorced and I was going to marry my baby's daddy but now that isn't going to happen.. I just don't know if I am ever going to be happy again. I am going to try to keep myself busy it's just hard when I always want to tell him about what I am doing and stuff.. Idk I don't think I can ever open up my heart again...
I have been alone three times and all I can say is it will get better and easier but it takes time to heal. I found a wonderful man who accepts all of my children as his own and we had our first in June. Just be strong and do the best you can. Keep yourself busy. A busy mind is a happy one. I'm so sorry you are going through this. It hurts I know. Don't ever settle for less than you or your baby deserve though.
I honestly can't wait for the intense pain of contractions, to go in labor and have my husband by my side each step of the way, finally pushing our daughter out info the world just the thought just makes me so emotional and excited I CAN'T WAIT FOR SEPTEMBER ,
So this morning my fiancé and me went to my folks for Christmas. On our way there we had to stop at his ex fiancé house to drop off an ornament we found of hers when we were setting up our tree. I was upset because I really didn't want to see her especially on our first Christmas being engaged and our daughters first Christmas because she has been mean about me in the past. Now I come to find out that she has been asking him about our daughter and stuff like that. Do I have a right to be upset o...
Question. I just left my husband for cheating and now hes been harassing me. Hes threatening to come get our son. I dont care if he sees his son but I'm not comfortable with him leaving with him bc hes never taken care of him a day In his life and he might use him against me. Am I wrong for feeling this way??
anyone in tx?
I'm sooo scared of this hurricane. My husband is in wyoming working so it's just me and my 2 kids. They're saying it's going to be a category 4 when it lands and I'm just scared. He's been telling me to calm down the last 2 days I've mentioned it and he just text me and said "I'm really worried about this storm" I want to pack my stuff and drive to wyoming right now...it's a 17 hour drive. But then I'm afraid I'd be stuck and wouldn't be able to get home bc of flooding and I don'...
just feel super depressed. literally in tears right now. nothing I do or say seems to be going right. sometimes I wished I would've killed myself years ago when I had the chance. I'm sorry if this depresses you :(
Yeah I am 23 and I hate it!! I wish I could be a kid again lol!! I love my daughter so much it just seems hard bc she is going to be a little like her daddy and I still love her daddy and always will! But thanks @junebaby I agree 90% are!!