Rant------ sorry, Me and baby daddy broke up for good this time. He tried to make me feel better about having to take care of our daughter alone but it's so hard bc I love him like crazy. I can't even explain how much he means to me... I will be a good mom and take care of our daughter but right now it's so hard... I just need to rant I think... I just feel so depressed because he really meant so much to me and I will always love him and I just can't let myself open up that way to anyone ever again... I had to delete my Facebook bc I was so sad and depressed bc Facebook was one of the only ways we talked.. I love him and always will but what do I do now.. I know live my life and care for my daughter but right now it's so new that I am so depressed... Urg nothing feels right.... We don't talk at all and it just hurts.. I can't go out drinking or smoke or anything like I used to when things got to be to much for me so now what.... Please help me find ways to deal with this Shit... Our daughter will be born in like 2 weeks.. (Due date is in 2 weeks) so now I am going to have to deliver this baby alone without her daddy... Urg what am I to do.....
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you aren't. I went through three awful relationships before I found my husband. I was single for a long time though. My 20's were the most stressful time in my life.
Thank you though it's nice to know I am not alone! @junebaby
Yeah I know. Your right it's just I don't ever want to open up and date again. I have been married and divorced and I was going to marry my baby's daddy but now that isn't going to happen.. I just don't know if I am ever going to be happy again. I am going to try to keep myself busy it's just hard when I always want to tell him about what I am doing and stuff.. Idk I don't think I can ever open up my heart again...
I have been alone three times and all I can say is it will get better and easier but it takes time to heal. I found a wonderful man who accepts all of my children as his own and we had our first in June. Just be strong and do the best you can. Keep yourself busy. A busy mind is a happy one. I'm so sorry you are going through this. It hurts I know. Don't ever settle for less than you or your baby deserve though.
Yeah I am 23 and I hate it!! I wish I could be a kid again lol!! I love my daughter so much it just seems hard bc she is going to be a little like her daddy and I still love her daddy and always will! But thanks @junebaby I agree 90% are!!