Would be great if something I want during this pregnancy would go right... Can't even be excited…

Would be great if something I want during this pregnancy would go right... Can't even be excited about normal things mommy's to be are excited about... Just ticks me off. People tick me off. My mom's i# supposed to be doing my baby shower but has no job or money and depends on my dead beat bad knowing he ain't going to keep his word. My baby's father offered to help her with money but she is being such a bitch about it. Me and her have never gotten along but she's my mom and I was trying to let her do something she really wanted to do...