I've been real insecure with my body I'm 2 months pp and I actually lost 20 lbs more than my pre…

I've been real insecure with my body I'm 2 months pp and I actually lost 20 lbs more than my pre pregnancy weight. But ive been over thinking about it and I'm dreading the thought of gaining weight. I've never been skinny I did gain a lot of weight about 2 yrs ago. I'm starting to eat healthier and exercise but I'm starting to beat myself up about it. I just don't want to go into depression thinking about my self image. It's easier said than done though 😔