The frustration of wanting to go to the gym and doing some hard core exercises to get back to my old…

The frustration of wanting to go to the gym and doing some hard core exercises to get back to my old body but can't because it's only been a week since you've given birth and it's too early for that plus you can't leave your new born baby at home. I'm depressed looking at myself. Tomorrow is my birthday and I feel so ugly and disgusting 💔