So today I started a new position at my job which requires me to start at 5am which is fine well Julissia was up all night fussing which is also ok, my fiancé (her dad) is watching her while I work. So last night she cried and cried and cried...and cried anywho I woke him up to take over so I can finish getting ready and she was still crying he yelled at her to shut up I immediately started to cry idk why I just felt some kind of way. So I take her and rock her to sleep and go to work at 8 or so I got a message that said call me now but because I was in a meeting I couldn't so about an hour later I get a text from my neighbor about the baby is crying so I immediately call her I gave her instructions to calm her down Julissia went right to sleep. Then at 1230 he calls me crying saying she won't stop crying I left my job right then I had this strange feeling I love my fiancé to death but I did not want him to shake her. I came home and his niece had come down to calm her and put her to sleep I said thank you so much I don't care who calmed her down just please don't shake my baby.