was 13 when I met him & now I'm about to be 18 . so many years of my life seem to be waisted . why…

prayer

thanks

with time it will get better!! I hope you're feeling better.

thanks @preggiemom25071416

you know things may seem hard now but almost 9 years ago at the age of 16 I begin to date who I thought was the love of my life we waited until 18 to take each others virginity a few weeks later he cheated on me I was hurt I felt like I lost everything and multiple times thought about suicide but I changed myself so much i made myself a better person than even I had imagined his ass had the nerve to ask have I ever thought about trying "us" again? my response was Us? what is us? the same us you threw away? if that's the one no I haven't God has since sent 2 more men my way I married the first one but he was going through his own life battles so we divorced we are still friends to this day and the other one well now I'm carrying his child which at the moment we don't get along but I still thank him bc the life in carrying I'm far more in love with than I have ever been. it's a love that will never leave you. I say all that to say this.....though times seen hard you are strong and you will get through this. and at the moment you think you can't God will send you the man he wants for you not the man you want for you. you have all the preggies to vent to and I'm always here one message away and when I tell you I've sent prayer just know it really went it.

@mommy2b2016, thanks again . just trying how not to look back knowing he apart of my life for the rest of my life