When you become a mother it really changes everything. I just look at my son and feel so happy. I…

When you become a mother it really changes everything. I just look at my son and feel so happy. I actually get really emotional to think about how everything was during my pregnancy. It was hard finding out I was pregnant at 20 with someone I wasn't with for a very long time. Even tho I thought he was the best thing at the time. We didn't even have the best relationship.. I would just cry and wonder how I was gonna be able to do this I didn't know what to do. I was always stressed and depressed. I feel guilty for having my baby feel that... but despite all that my baby is healthy and well. All I do now is look at my beautiful creation and just thank god a million times for him. He's the most amazing thing in my life. He's brought so much happiness to me and my family's life. No matter what I know as long as I have my son Im fine Idc what happens with anything else, the only thing I really care about is him. He puts a meaning to my life that I've never had before. I'm just so lucky to have him 💙