😢😢I feel awful he's the love of my life but he doesn't realize how much I love him and how much I wish we could be a family I'm so depressed because I feel like I'm going to have to raise my 3 year old and a newborn all on my own it's so hard not to just give up but I can't for them they need me I can't just walk away like he did I know I'm to blame also but I feel like we should talk problems out not just walk away and break up when we get in a fight I don't know it just hurts and it really kills me I wish he knew how much I love him and how much I'd be willing to change and do whatever I needed to do to have my family😭😭😭 I feel so alone! but I don't know if I want to be with someone that would walk out on me and our baby I know I could do it on my own like I did with my first son and I know I should it's just not how it was supposed to be I knew I was going to raise my son on my own this one we planned and we were happy I just don't know what happened... SRRY LADIES I'M JST HAVING A REALLY ROUGH TIME!