Called the cops on CJ's dad last night. As much as I know he deserves to be where he is right now, I still feel guilty about it. This is just way too much drama to be dealing with!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
My doctor said he would induce my labor at 38 weeks, if my baby girl still had growth issues and if the percentile dropped to 10 or less. Last thursday, it was 10 percentile, and he said if she didn't come on her own by 38 weeks, he would induce labor at that time. I'm 36 weeks 1 day today, he said my cervix was super thin, and 1cm dilated. Is there a possibility this can change... that my doctor will let her just come on her own? I don't want to be induced, i would much rather her come on her own when she is ready to come ! As much as I am anxious to meet her and have her home with me, those last few weeks of brain development and lung maturation means so much more to me! I'm hoping and praying that things turn around, and I don't have to get induced. I'm surely going to talk to my doctor about it Thursday when I go back.
This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling, so i thank you for letting me share this with you ladies. You have always been nice and supportive. Happy birthday son, your mom loves you.
Am I the only weird one? I HATE my husband touching my stomach! Every time he tries, I move his hand away. It’s like a quick reaction. He says I do it in my sleep too when he tries to cuddle with me. I don’t like my stomach and how squishy it is. He practically begged me the other day to let him touch my tummy and how much he loves and appreciates my body. 😣😣😣 I just can’t!
So much negativity I feel like there's so many negative comments on here...
nidag·
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Yikes! :/
Sommer·
Мама сына-младенца
@katiechickie, not even 😕 just crazy
Kathryn·
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Drunk?
Sommer·
Мама сына-младенца
@katiechickie, it was hard and I can't believe I actually did it but he was banging on the door and the windows and yelling like a maniac at 4am I had no choice
Kathryn·
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Yikes hun sounds like you made the right decision, most important thing is keeping you and baby safe
Sommer·
Мама сына-младенца
Yes we're okay @lilbabyz he's just too crazy to handle anymore
Cassandra Brew·
Oh my! I hope you and Cj are okay?!