Today marks 31 weeks♥ I have been cleaning all day and look like poop so just a bump pic today lol. This journey has been rough but soon enough my little baby boy will be here. Mommy loves you so much Jameson! I love feeling you move inside mommys tummy but I cannot wait to hold you in my arms for the first time :)
My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤
This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling, so i thank you for letting me share this with you ladies. You have always been nice and supportive. Happy birthday son, your mom loves you.
So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.
I’m all in my feelings today because today my sweet angel would have been 2, it hurts so much
I just want his arms wrapped around me one last time and hear words come out of his mouth that arent true "I love you".. I miss him so bad. My first love! My first relationship! He was many of my first and I know today isnt even the hardest day yet.. I literally hate that I love him so much.
thatradmommy1015·
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awww! you are soooo tiny! everyone keeps asking if I'm having twins lol.
Ashe ·
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Me at 32 weeks lol he is soooo low
thatradmommy1015·
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lol thanks! I was heavy before I got pregnant lol. you will get there girl :) I feel like I'm smuggling a beach ball.
Ashe ·
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And your belly is cute!
Ashe ·
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You are huge lol I am so jealous, I am 32 weeks and way smaller