Today was nice. babe worked early this morning. Then told me to come to his work so we could have lunch together. so we had lunch, then we went to his house, cuddled & watched a movie. We finally talked about why he wants to wait to have a baby... he said it hurt him so bad to see me in such pain and depressed after/ during losing our baby and he's terrified it will happen again and he'll have to see me like that again. poor guy. He's got such a heart of gold. hopefully I can convince him in the next couple of months. I just wanna be a mommy so bad.. anyways to finish off our weekend together, we went to ice cream with my parents when they picked me up, his treat. He lives in mass and I live in Vermont cause I work here during the week. so until I am able to get a job out there it's back and forth for now. Looking for a new job in his area so we can really start our life together💓 since we lost our baby, it's weird but I'm so attached to him and I actually get anxious when I'm almost an hr away :/ I'm not usually a clingy person.