What's the point of taking care of my own child if everyone else is just going to do it for me. That…

What's the point of taking care of my own child if everyone else is just going to do it for me. That pisses me off to the point where i don't know why i even bother. I know I'm a good mom and i try so hard to be the best i can be. I honestly appreciate the help but not when it's getting in the way when I'm perfectly capable of doing it myself. How else am i supposed to learn and know what to do if i can't experience it on my own ? Exactly. The only thing it's doing is making me feel like a failure as a mom and that i can't do anything right or good enough for him except supply his milk. I just don't understand why and neither does anyone else around here, but it's whatever. Keep taking care of my son for me since i do such a shitty job.✌️