Starting TWW. Anyone else?

I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I found out I had breast cancer nov. 19 2018. Found I was pregnant a few days later. They wanted me to terminate my pregnancy I refused. I did chemo the whole time I was pregnant. I had my daughter then had surgery to remove whatever was left which was two millimeters of a tumor. My daughter is two months and I found out yesterday I am completely cancer free 😍 I fought like a girl and I won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trying to hold out and not stress because I don't want my baby being premature. I want a healthy baby.

I just want to share my ring I got today. It's from a company called ashes into glass.