feeling sad that I'll never get to hold my baby, or know it's gender. Even though I swear it was a boy from the time I found out. I want to try again when it's safe to, but my love decided he wants to wait a few months :( I wanna try again in the next 2 months or so... it's still hard to believe I had all I ever wanted and had it ripped away from me 2 weeks after I found out... I had already spent $200 on my baby :(