hate feeling this alone, yet trying not to get upset as it can affect bubba.. cant wait til October when shes here.

why you alone cherub?

hes got a proper phobia of hospitals and gets anxiety so i go to all my appointments on my own. every time i have a worry, he brushes it off. and at the moment, every argument is my fault apparently. how longs the sentence for assault nowadays ;-)

I think you're ok.... blame the assault on your hormones @essex-angel!

if you were my end of Essex, I'd come with you...

haha @zeld maybe I'd be let off with a caution.. ah thanks luv :-)

What's going to happen when you're in labour ? @essex-angel

im having a c-section under general anesthetic so he'll be in the car park during that. before and after the procedure he reckons he'll be able to battle through the anxiety.. tbh i dunno what's gonna happen @tuftyturtle x

Oh goodness. That situation would make me stressed. good luck xx 😘

Haha thank u hun xx

You at Southend again lovely? What part of Essex are you from again?

me? im from good old southend @bambi14 x

Ahh! Im benfleet so only a short bus ride away. If you want to meet up and vent at some point let me know. Providing my little monkey doesn't make an appearance beforehand 😉

well i say southend, im actually in Rochford, but its all much the same lol. thank u @bambi14 that's really sweet of u 😊 as long as u dont go into labour haha I can do canine midwifery, not so sure about humans though

Haha yeah! We will see if he behaves and maybe sort something next week?

sounds like a plan x