Today has been a great day, yesterday was my last day of work until November for my pregnancy leave, my girlfriend is flying into town tonight and staying at my house and Tomorrow is my Baby shower! Things seem so surreal right now at this point because I never thought I would be where I am right now at this point in my life. Almost 27 years old, married for 10 months, almost 9 months pregnant, living in my own home and able to take 3 1/2 months off of work to be home with my family. I am just so grateful and blessed that God has come into my life and gave me all these wonderful gifts that I am so scared that I don't deserve them and that something will happen where it is taken away from me. Do I deserve happiness? This is a big question and a BIG STRUGGLE I have been going through my whole life. I think I do but I'm scared if I accept it it will all be taken away. Thanks for listening just needed to get somethings of my chest.
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@jayciannamiaarteaga1016, thank you for the kind words. Things in life are not easy and I have worked very hard to accomplish the perks in mine, but that isn't without difficulty and hard times. I struggled with alot of hard times during my childhood and have carried on to my adult life, which is why sometimes I doubt my happiness and think something is going to happen to just take it all away. Things happened in my life to make me feel like I didn't deserve happiness. I wasn't good enough for it. so now that I am so happy it's hard to try to not find the bad.
I'm sorry that you have struggled with things in your life but just know that you are not alone. Alot of woman that you may see on this app appear to be be one way but everyone struggles with demons. I became catholic a year and half ago and I truly believe that is what has saved me and has brought me so much joy. I wish you nothing but the besg, hold your head up high and know that you are a Beautiful person ♡
clearly you worked hard to get to where your at I struggle with this app cause I have some unfortunate circumstances and haven't been so lucky since my pregnancy n its hard to see so many mommy's so happy and blessed but I kno my time will come always and am more then happy for all the mommy's that have been blessed enjoy it I totally understand what u mean about feeling like u will lose it but God isn't gonna take anything from u he has blessed you with enjoy your husband beautiful baby n your beautiful life trust me theirs many that wish they could be in your shoes good luck hunny.
Thats awesome! may God keep blessing you more❤️❤️
thanks a lot it means a lot n I definitely have faith things will get better for me I have my good days and bad but I am definitely reaching out for gods guidance and letting him lead the way I just get a lil discouraged some days cause I have worked so hard n jus feel like the better the person I am the harder life is for me I will continue to count my blessings every day n be thankful to be alive n to be carrying my beautiful baby girl that alone is my biggest bless best wishes to you also