i'm so depressed everyone. it is just sucky ...being pregnate means i cant drink energy drinks..beer..or meds...so i drink tea. to calm me down. before i panic. id probably not even drink beer just cus it will give me a downer. so im feeling like my marriage is a big lie. my husband has always been shady and i thought i could just let it go cus benefits outweigh the negs...but this year he has been sweet. yet when i got preggy he was like no ur gonna be sickly..and he was right. now he seems on board and he shows excitement at random times when we are for example together. but due to shadyness...my sister said he will soon leave me...just cus babies bring a lot of stress to relationships. and she says she doesnt see him happy with the pregnacy at all. im going through a honeymoon phase with him...and i cant enjoy it just because of depression and the expectation that everything is jist going to blowup in my face. i dunno how to feel better when in the last two months my health and my sons has been affected a lot. plus all this drama in my head. so many girls here really r struggling and i feel like im just looking for something to feel bad about. :(. what can i do? sorry for this long post but i needed to vent :(
Лучший комментарий
Комментарии
aww guys it means so much for u to reply to my post. i really dont have many people in my life due to my own isolations. @mssjudyk @jhordan23 . im doing the one day at a time. just sometimes it gets to me. i learned the hard way people dont like depressed people lol. my husband is the first to remind me of this. when he sees im down he goes down too. sucks. but he isnt much of help when im sad. so i try to not show him my depression...just cause his reaction makes mine worse. but my obvious signs are there. :(. today my son got diagnosed with asthma. and im contemplating losing money on my cats and getting rid of them. i also have a dog but my hubby will not let go yet. and i feel the cats can influence more allergies...due to kitty litter and their groomig ect.
@yummycake, ...ill keep u and ur family n my prayers...just remember one day @ time...u got this!! :)
think positive thoughts as soon as your feeling down... seriously. .. if u can't, try looking up some funny YouTube videos on the spot...
the only thing that helps my depression is when I feel good about myself. You can't rely on anyone to make you happy. when you're happy you attract happy :-)
thank you. @jhordan23 i think im just dealing with prednisone induced depression...i sure hope so... dont want this to be the state im in for the whole pregnacy....its my third pregnacy. and it was suppose to be the only pregnacy with no hubby/ life dramas. everything on this front is great...its just the health issues.
Good Morning sunshine!! Im not married but being prego for me has never been fun. Some women love it and I praise them. Its not easy! Just embrace ur bringing a new life thats what keeps me going and not being so negative nancy! Ull b a great mother once u get thru this hump! If u eva need to chat DM me always have an open ear!!