I love him so fucking much. he means everything to me. I just wish he would realize the sacrifices I have made for him…

I love him so fucking much. he means everything to me. I just wish he would realize the sacrifices I have made for him and maybe just maybe sacrifice a little for me. no matter how angry I get, no matter how much I want to take my anger out on all his gaming equipment, no matter how much I want to tell him not to come home when he goes to his friends tonight I still love him. he is part of me. I just want him to care enough to get off the damn computer and Xbox. whether it be to spend time with me or keep his word to my family that he would help them with things. i cant decide whether I want to be alone right now or if I want a friend to come over.