So much for easy labor.. I went to the hospital as my doctor told me around 8:30pm last night. My contractions started that afternoon 5mins apart for an hour then they got stronger and stronger. After we got to L&D they were about 2-3mins apart and very intense. But since I was not dilating that sent me home. I've been home trying to get through this but sheesh what more can I do?!? HELP 😩
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Smh. I went to the hospital contractions 30 minutes apart and they sent me home. Now I'm home and still in pain 😢 something has got to give.

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

The response I got from letting my landlord know this is the second mouse I’ve had in my apartment in a couple weeks.
That last sentence really rubbed me wrong. For one, I have a clean apartment, I don’t leave food out. Two, it’s fall so mice are looking for warmth, they’re not coming into my apartment because it’s ‘dirty’. Three, I don’t believe that it’s a “first for this building”. Ugh this whole email just made me feel like she thinks I don’t clean or something.
Maybe I’m over reacting. I...




Thank you all for your lovely messages today. Little George was born at 1:39pm weighing a dinky 5lb1, exactly 5 weeks premature.
I did the school run this morning and the pains started as I was walking home. They got stronger and stronger and I went to the birth centre at 12:30. They check me over and I was a full 10cm dilated. They bought me down to the theatre to start my csection and as they tried to sit me up my water went and his legs were out! There was no stopping him! 3 pushes and he wa...
squats don't help you dilate. walking helps you dilate!