Feeling all emotional & depressed! After losing my mom things have never been the same! I miss her…
Feeling all emotional & depressed! After losing my mom things have never been the same! I miss her so much! Then I get news that baby Jaxson has something wrong with his kidneys! I just can't handle anymore! All I wanna do is sleep all the pain away... I'm so thankful for my husband because he actually understands me! He lets me sleep without bitching and watches our 5 yr old when he gets home from work...I feel bad that I put all that on him. I just don't know what to do with myself.
Kimberly ·
Well your hubby seems like a good guy who wants you to take care of yourself. I lost my dad last year & my best friends mom within 2 months of eachother and that was hard. I have a 4 year old with a speech delay who likes to get mad because we can't understand him && on my 20 week scan they freaked me out by saying they couldn't "get a good view" of the kidneys. Motherhood and pregnancy combined are stressful as it is, throw depression and missing a loved one and it turns into so much more. I'm sorry you're going through all this, but at least you're not alone. I hope you take the time you need to heal. Good luck momma. Stay strong.
Amanda Robertson·
Мама сына (5 лет), беременна (18 нед.)
Thank you so much @kimberlyyyy it's definitely very hard to go thru! My mom was so excited when I told her I was pregnant! & now she won't be able to meet her other grandson! Plus my 5yo Hayden was so attached to her as she was him. It's just rough. I know God did all this for a reason though. But it still makes it hard!
🎀 Alicia 🎀·
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I'm so sorry hun. Just know that your mom is still watching you and she's still very excited to see her other grandson. I lost my mom when I had my first child and he was 3 months old.(Come August will be 7 yeats) I've now had another son and about to have another child. What keeps me going is knowing that she's watching over me and my kids and I know how proud she would be of the woman I've become and of how amazing her grandchildren are. If you ever need someone to talk to you can message me. @haybearsmomma
Amanda Robertson·
Мама сына (5 лет), беременна (18 нед.)
Thank you so much @azmommy85 means a lot to me! I hope I can become half the mother that she was one day!!
🎀 Alicia 🎀·
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I'm sure you will hun. You learned from the best and I'm sure you'll use things she's taught you with your own children. @haybearsmomma
Amanda Robertson·
Мама сына (5 лет), беременна (18 нед.)
Thank you!